I prepare for the noble war. Im calm, I know the secret. I know whats coming and I know no one can stop me, including myself. I kill people I like. Some of them beg for their life. I dont feel sad. I dont feel anything. Its a filthy world we live in. Its a filthy goddamn helpless world, and honestly, I feel like Im helping to take them away from the shit and the piss and the vomit that run in the streets. Im helping to take them somewhere clean, and kind. And theres something about all that blood man, I drown in it. And Indians believed that blood holds all the bad spirits. And once a month in ceremonies they would cut themselves to let the spirits go free. Now theres something smart about that, very smart. I like that. You think Im crazy? The world is a filthy place, Its a filthy goddamn horror show. Theres so much pain you know? Theres so much.